[buju]

this entry is dedicated to oxana.



aww..did u know that there were 5 sets of twin pandas born? they're trying to increase the world population of pandas. anyway, today should be good. now i have a choice. i could go drinking with yuri and sasha or with the rest. but since i already pitched in, i kinda have to go with them. and maria is coming with me, no matter what sasha says to her.



maybe i expect too much. i shouldn't expect anything. i shouldn't live in my head, i should live in reality. people are not what i want them to be. they're that way only in my head. why can't i have the life i have in my head? i hate reality. that is why i take ever chance to escape it. even right now i'm not really here. im thinking about someting else, something i don't have, something i won't have. not the way i want it.



без стоящей мысли в голове

@музыка: тату-loves me not

@настроение: ...im not here....

Comments

[rikaki]

serg is better then zeck, much. What was that unzipping in front of me about? but anyways... i like my thoughts in my head 2 it's rather nice eh.

[buju]

what unzipping? and yes he is better, that's why i choose him. i hope he's not mad at me now after yesterday...

[rikaki]

what happened yesterday?

[buju]

me+zek while sergey was there. he got mad at me for doing stuff with zek.