вера умирает последней

посмотрела какие-то русские клипы. ничего хорошего там не нашлось. мне заврта на работу и мы так и не сходили на улицу сегодня и я в ближайшее время не смогу сходить так как я работаю каждый день и на свой ДР тоже. так что праздновать мы будем скорее всего во вторник. тогда я точно вроде не должна работать. и мы поедем на пляж(наконец-то). теперь только осталось ждать хорошей погоды.

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россия наконец-то выиграла хоть один матч

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my birthday list(i'll probably add more things later)

-blackest black maybelline mascara

-Nirvana/Beatles stuff(patches, buttons, tshirts, posters, cds)for Nirvana-nevermind for Beatles it doesnt matter

-beads doesnt matter if its big or small ones

-keychangs(again they keep on breaking or i lose them)

-the braclet with big beads in bright colours like Kat has(ask maria or oxana they should know)

-The Vines cd

-hello kitty/spongebob stuff(pretty much anything as long as its usefull)

dont get me jewelry unless you really run out of ideas

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i see london i see france.....

im actually listening to U2 and they arent that bad. i really need a walkman. hopefully im gonna get it for my bday.

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wow my mom is concearned about maria because i told her she's going to summer school. she was like oh no she failed, she has to go to school in the summer! how is she going to to get into university? that was weird.

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im on my days off(yay) which arent that long-only 3 days. but thats better then two which is what it is usually. finally me and maria can go shopping and she can spend her money and buy those shoes. but the bad thing is that im gonna be working on my bday. we'll have to have the party some time next week. probably on tuesday or wednesday. it better be warm though because im planning to go to the beach.(omg i just saw that dancing baby that sasha had on her diary in a commercial!!!)i'll post the birthday list here later so that everyone will see it because i don't want tons of jewelry.

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the warped tour is coming here on august 14( the only problem is it's in barrie so i dunno how we would get there unless somebody's parents drive us) go to www.warpedtour.com

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shudder...

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ok this man just called and started asking me questions about my high and my weight(he said he was from a clothing company) and then he was like take off ur shirt and look at ur boobs and tell me how they look. well by that time i hung up. where did he get my number? i dont need some pedophile calling me. that was really disturbing....

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do i look older? because everyone who sees me at work for the first time thinks im 19. at least 4 or 5 people said that. and when i tell them im in gr10 they're suprised.weird.

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i keep on forgetting its friday not saturday because im used to working on weekends.

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viva italia

nothing interesting happened today. work was even more boring han usual. i was counting he mintuted untill i could get out of hat hellhole. i must've looked at the watch a hundred times today. but that's because i was working at a diifernt place. not my normal splashworks. that's at least ok because there there's always something to do. the ride home was more interesting. there was this hot guy will cool sideburns(they were shaved in stipes) standing in front of me while i was waiting for he bus. i even sat opposite him on purpose but then these two russian girls came and sat down between me and him and blocked my view(grr). that was the high point of today. oh and they were showing soccer on tv in wonderland so now i'll up to date with all the scores for soccer. lets hope tomorrow will be better.

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в белорусском чате побывала. я в чаты вообще больше не хожу. всё это кончилось. короче в чате каких-то двух пацанов встретила. но всоре мне это надоело и я оттуда ушла. нормальных людей помоему не осталось. или я не знаю где они. в принципе это не важно. я даже не очень понимаю зачем я это пишу здесь. я запуталась в своих мыслях. может меня радио отвлекает, не знаю....

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rain rain on our heads

это был данькин ник когда-то давным давно когда чат на масяне еще сущуствовал. с тех времен уже два года прошло и все поменялось.....

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ура! парк! ночью(ну почти)

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небо солнце и машины(или что-то в этом роде из Денискиных рассказов)

well um yeah...i guess summer started for me but i dont really feel it because i have something planned for everyday and summer means that you have nothing to do for weeks. btu this summer is going to be different. the time is too fast.(im gonna play the connect the thoughts game now. maria remember?) like in that linking park song. i like their new one with anime. did you know they sell peach girls in indigo? i think i said that when we were waiting in the line for MMVAs. im probably gonna be late for the red carpet so i duno if its worth coming at all but i cant not come becaue then my mom would like isnt your concert today? why arent you there? you wasted all that time and now you're not going there? oh well watever, i forgot where i was going with this.... the movie distracted me. my mom never remembers the movies she watches. isnt that weird? i think i get that from her. i can remeber what people say in movies or shows like other people do. simple life 2 started today. nickole is actually the tropuble maker. if it was just paris she would do all that crazy stuff. she seems more norma.

isnt this game fun? i started with time being fast and ended with paris hilton and nicole. that way you can connect anything in world.

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TODAY was the studying day for science. that didnt go exactly as planned since we didn't get to study that much. i thik i should pass the exam but not by far. me and maria were in my room studying but we created all these distractions. i started saying weird things that had nothing to do with science like "seven, say it with me, seven". then maria started talking about eddie which totaly distracted me from science and i couldn't concentrate so we decided to go outside. that made it even worse because it was really nice outside(excapet for mosquitos with west nile and we wanted to stay outside and look at the stars. too bad we're not moving in the summer because then i couldn sneak out and go outside to the park. it's really cool there at night. but it doesnt matter anyways because I'm going to work this summer. me and maria wont get to have any fun with our jobs. it's always like that. when you have something important to do a fun thing comes up that you can't go to.

well i'll be going now since i have an exam tomorrow and i have to get enough sleep.

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i actually got to study today for a while(3 hours) which is not long but its something. i think i get most of the science now. but my stdying was interrupted by me seeing the magazine i bought which totaly distraced me from studying. i was reading that magazine for the whole day. it made me want to dress up in something black and gothic/punk. but after looking around in my closet i figured out that i only have crappy clothes aNd i either dont wear half of them or i dont like them anymore. i need some cool stuff from donwtown. there's all these bands in the magazine i never heard of and many of them sound cool. ok, i HAVE to find out who modest mouse is. it's been annoying me for a long time now. they're gonna be at lollapaloza to which we have to buy tickets or it'll turn into one of those talk about it, never do it things. ok gotta go to the store now. i'll probably write here later.

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MMVAs

well we went to get the wristbands for MMVAs today as im sure everyone knows since all of us were there. that was a waste of time. i couldn've been working at that time and making money instead of standing in the line for 10 hours and then getting wristbands to see some crap. nobody is gonna go there anyways. we're all end up going to the red carpet for an hour. and sofi and marija left like half an hour before the end. could've told us. in the end we were all squished together and everyone was tired and i couldn't breath because of all the people. haha, we just waisted their wristbands. oh well they can give them away to some people who actually want to see fefe.

ok i have to go sleep now because my mom is concearned that im too tired.

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i have to work all weekends. its never ending. and i have to work on sunday too and we're supposed to go get MMVA wristabands tomorrow. i dunno if im gonna make it to work on time. probably not. i would if we could get their early but because of the stupid subway that starts at 9 we cant. we'll have to wait there for a LONG time like last time. but its worth it. MMVAs are fun and standing in the line waiting for it is fun too no matter what people say. well im gonna go try studying for science now.