yesterday was a chill out day. helped me a lot actually. after talking to everyone i decided that i don't regret anything that happened on the weekends. it was just fun and it's not like anyone got hurt by that. and anyways, me and zeck had a nice talk yesterday about everything. so right now i'm just giving it time to see what happens. i know he doesn't want the same thing as me, but whatever. we can have fun for now. and he can be normal, i just don't think anyone will be believe me right now. not that it matters. and i don't know why were you guys so scared to meet them. it's not like they're some kind of maniacs who are trying to rape you or kill you. they're just russian guys. the best ones i met so far.