ok well i dont remember when was the last time i wrote here. it must have been last week. a lot of things happened since then but at the same time nothing really happened. well 've at natalie's half the time thisw week. first it was me and sofi and sasha and then it was me and sofi and marija. yesterday me and sofi were supposed to meet marija at the subway station and when we got there it turned out that dylan was there too. that was pretty lucky for us since he had E and weed on him so obviosly i bought it. and he was really nice and gave me the new E(which is supposed to be amazing so thats why its worth $15)and the dime(?) of weed for only $20. i kinda felt sorry for dylan because he looked sad because of maria but marija said that he was feeling better than he was in the morning. i hope they won't break up or something.
anyways, we smoked the splif today at natalie's and natalie and marija got high but me and sofi didnt which was pretty sad. but thats ok that was only my second time although for sofi it was fourth and she still didnt get high. she was dissapointed because of that. oh well at least i still got the omega E which will last me for two times and i'll buy weed next time too. i think it should work next time because even this time i felt something. i wasnt really high but i was kinda lightheaded. then after we smoked the splif we just sat in natalie's room the whole time doing pretty much nothing. so the whole week i was either at natalie's or out shopping with someone. i even saw polina and went to eatons with her yesterday. wow it seems like it happened such a long time ago. and all the days are mixed together so i cant tell them apart. at least im not sitting at home doing nothing. but i still wanna go back to school, see everyone. i cant live without all the people. and i need to find out something.
well so far these are my holidays. there's more that i can write but i dont feel like it. may be next time.