damn, i dont know what i want anymore. i dont feel like partying and i dont feel like staying at home. and i was supposed to go to a club tonight. never ended up being there or anywhere for that matter. could call my russian friends but whats the point? i have work tomorrow. maybe i should be responisble and get a goodnights sleep. afterall, i did payed today. it doesnt mean i have to spend all my money in one day. im already down by more than half my paycheck. and i still have some money that i owe.i really really hope i get to go tomorrow to hamilton....